Will and Michelle

Today I woke up around 8am, got up and on the day to check my emails as normal. Done a few work for my clients and had my breakfast then work again. I called my lo por at 1.35pm today, and talked for 40 minutes as I’m heading to my workplace. So I continued chatting to her when I reached there.

We talked and laughed as usual then suddenly I got my chest pain, oh god. I don’t know why is my chest pain is coming back, it hasn’t happened over the past year. And now I still have the pain, slightly okay now but still I can feel it. I got to relax myself and stay cool at all times, and I don’t wanna have a heart attack haha I don’t think I will get one anyway.

After chatting mum and sister ganging up on me, saying that they are frustrated to see me talking to Michelle everyday non-stop and I told my mum to “piss off” and shouted at her. I mean is there any freedom and peace in this world? I don’t have any of them for at least 24 hours, or more than that. I just only want to spend my time with Michelle for a few hours, and that is not allowed??? Plus I still haven’t yet to visit her had to wait for next year. Mum told me to call her for once a week, I definately get a heart attack. It just doesn’t feel like I used to be if I chose to do that. I cannot handle her anymore so it would be better to go home by walking rather than taking a bus or taxi. Take a nice fresh cool air.

Walking for 40 minutes *sigh* and still haven’t had my dinner, I can’t anyway..chest pain is still there. Hard to eat and breathe, now I am on the computer and going bed soon. Michelle told me to send a sms to her if I cannot sleep tonight, well you know la I don’t wanna disturb her sleep and I am sure I will be 100% fine.

Okay people that’s all for today, I am going for a shower then do some reading and bed. Got this heavy headache and chest pain which is killing me today. *sigh* Good Nite!