About Will And Mic

A blog about Will and Michelle, who is currently on a long distance relationship. One person is in UK and the other is Singapore, an estimate of 7000 miles away from each other. Plus one person is older than the other person, can you guess who is it. Well we managed to get over it as age doesn’t always gets in the way of having a relationship ;)

Okay people be prepare for yourself, this page is going to be full of many words and be sure you have time to read this ;)

You may think I might be stupid or how can this be, but this is true. I created a second Asian entertainment related forum since I know many users out there who love discussing Asian entertainment and making friends on the net. The forum was called “AznWeb” as in Asian Web (currently under maintenance). I started this because my other forum went down due to the host and copyright issues with the content that I have in my webspace. I began to start the forum up with my helpers from my other forum ;) and started our way up; forum was created in July 2005. The forum went up and down due to host again, I know this is not related to my relationship but you will soon see where I am getting at.

The forum is up and few downtimes again, but anyway guess what happened, I felt in my heart that someone has arrived on my forum. It was hard to believe that I felt some mysterious feeling inside of my heart, felt like some special feeling inside and wanted to chat with that special person. I did not know who is that special person is, however I know it is girl :P Few months later I saw “Shape” contributing to the forum and this person has participated many forum sections. I sent a PM and awaiting for his/her reply (no idea if he/she was a male or female yet until further stage) regarding to the forum staff if she is willing to come and help us. She accepted and continued to share files with us, few weeks later she started to ask “aries_8804” which was a forum admin on my forum. Asking if there are requirements becoming a global moderator or an admin, at this stage it’s too early so therefore I cannot accept this person.

Weeks later after reading “Shape” posts on the forum I started to know she’s a female :D She asked me again and wanted to become an admin, I told her she will become one very soon. We chatted on the forum PM and started to exchange MSN together around April 2006. At that time I wasn’t like those happy and relaxed guys, just work and work everyday which gives me a headache. And many people say I’m always busy 24/7 which this isn’t actually true. I work when I wake up and work in the afternoon as well; at that time in 2006 I still had to go to college, a few months left to finish. For example, I wake up 8.30am and 9am to college; I come back at 5pm and started to have dinner. Then on my computer until 10pm, take a shower then on the computer another 2-3 hours; goes to bed 1am. That time I was addicted to the computer, either internet business or websites/forums. I was daydreaming that time would I be like this for a long period; I don’t want to work everyday and come back from work and be on the computer for hours and hours. Just hope it doesn’t happen in the future. Starting to chat with “Shape” on MSN and we chatted for 1-2 hours (daily, but based on forum issues only, not much on personal though) that time, and I kinda felt bad that I didn’t replied to her as I did left my computer on for downloading files. Next time when leaving your computer on, set your status “Away” on MSN if not your partner will be mad at you. ;)

Remember about the forum position that she wanted well I have chose her to be our forum administrator on “AznWeb” and she was very happy about it. She said “Thanks” to me many times.

Okay enough about the forum now hehe she mentioned to me that she wants to have a general chat to me and I am fine with that. I am more than happy to talk to anyone if you are polite, but if now…depend first. I don’t want stalkers coming to my MSN and start asking questions about me. I asked her what’s her name and her name was Michelle and mine was William, but I prefer Will as its short and a cool name to call it. During our msn chat we started to chat and chat every 3-4 days but not long though around 3-4 hours. Usually we msn chat at 10am until 2pm, and often I think why isn’t Michelle going for her dinner or any toilet breaks lol Can she really hold that long? I wasn’t too sure but she had her dinner while chatting to me…Wahhh, if it was me my parents start to shout at me. At then we get to know each other quite well and few ignorance, it wasn’t on purpose I had a valid reason to it. I didn’t ignore her for a long time, only a few minutes but there is one time I didn’t talk to her for a month and I’m an idiot that I didn’t chat for her that long. I tell you more about this later on.

In August/September 2006 I started to have feelings for her oooo I was thinking is this the special person on my forum. My feelings start to get stronger although I didn’t tell her yet as this is my first time having a relationship that I met online. I didn’t expose to her so we continued to chat and chat. When it comes to October 2006 I didn’t chat to her as I was so busy with my uni work and I feel like a moron not talking to her and I really felt bad for that. I know she will be mad at me for not talking to her and may think I’m purposely ignoring but no I wasn’t, lo por!

In November 2006 she asked me why I haven’t been chatting to her, was I busy or purposely ignoring? I was busy with my uni work, but I did say “Sorry” to her and from now on I will treat her very nice and do anything that she says until she is happy with it. We chatted afterwards and continued to chat everyday, chatting about our personal interests and general topics.

After a month has passed we were chatting about the Christmas day if she had made any plans for it or not, as I was trying to hint if we can celebrate together but no idea how to speak up. You know I am a very shy boy that time, now I’m not; have confidence in myself :D If I can remember correctly there was a party going on, but she did not know whether she will go or not. Okay so am I fine with that or not…maybe not as I really want to celebrate with her and maybe we can webcam together since I got my own webcam; she doesn’t have one but she says she will get one soon.

Christmas Day in 2006, I woke up and went on MSN and saw my mrs online :P I asked her how was her sleep and had any dreams, she didn’t have any. But she had something to tell me that makes me very happy, I did not know what is O_o Been guessing it many times and none of my answers were correct, I gave up and asked her what is it. She brought a cam to purposely to webcam with today :P I was very happy and I was thinking what shall I wear, shall I wear nice clothes or just to be normal…I stick to the normal clothes now. We decided to webcam at 12pm if I can remember correctly, start to prepare ourselves. I was well prepared to see her, although very shy I was. First time that I webcam a girl you know and it’s like my special person in my mind.
Webcam time! I clicked on the video call button, I saw her and it was dark..can’t really see her appearance but I told her about it. She switched on the lights and I saw, another thing that I don’t get to hear is her voice L her microphone didn’t work so she went and asked her dad (a computer genius hehe) for help. She went around to fetch her dad and I was just staring at her body non-stop :P I was kinda like a pervert looking at her body :P It was very nice indeed and I can’t imagine I’m seeing her online. Microphone fixed and we began to chat, we talked many topics and I was like moving from place to place and I was sweating. Too shy to see her that’s why I’m moving about. Sitting on my chair then went down on the floor, back up again and down again. I don’t have a clue of what I am doing, must be a clown moving about. Guess what at that time I really want to express my feelings to her and I have no idea how to start and what to say, she might think I’m crazy and she might not have feelings for me so I thought I shall keep it myself for a while until later. We really enjoyed our first celebration for Xmas, and very happy.

My bad, I didn’t celebrate her for the New Year; I should be a good lo gong not a memory loss yeye lol anyway during in the year of 2007 January, 29th. That day was a special day for me, why? Let me tell you about it hehe
I took my laptop to my workplace and began chatting to my lo por at 4.30pm just after having some birthday cake, it was my sister’s birthday yummy I talked to my lo por on msn and on her nick she told me that she has a headache, oh no what shall I do? Of course I need to make her happy and making her feel relax. I know what I can say to cheer her up, can you guess it? Yep I can tell her how much feeling I have for her and really love her, she didn’t believe so I drew a heart using the handwriting feature (it didn’t work, so I had to quickly install software and immediately used it) and sent it to her. She loved it very much and she asked me “is this heart for me?” I said “yes, this heart is for you, my heart you can have it. I personally think that this heart should be yours.” She was very happy that her headache disappeared after a long chat with her, a 5 hour msn chat continuously :P I love it and she loves it too…she also told me that she had feelings for me as well, but it was later than mine. We stopped chatting at 9.30pm as it was kinda late as she needs her sleep, she told me that she might not be able to sleep as she is so happy and cannot sleep that soon haha See I made her very happy J I’m happy as well, I also went bed quite late. I heard that she went bed around 6-7am lol ooo she’s way happier than me lol
Since I told her how I felt on 29th, I promised her that I will sing a song to her from many love and romantic songs to her. Whether on msn, fone or webcam, I will sing for her on that day. Hopefully we will see each other in the future.

Now we are still going through, using msn, fone and webcam sometimes for special occasions. And we both sure we will last forever and together :P That’s all for now, people. Check out our posts if you really want to know our relationship more or you currently have a long distance relationship online ;)

Songs that I sang to my beauty queen:
Jose Marie Chan – Be Careful With My Heart
Backstreet Boys – I Want It That Way
Backstreet Boys – Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely
Richard Marx – Right Here Waiting
Jacky Cheung with Regine Velasquez – In Love With You
Timbaland – Apologize
Blue – One Love
Gareth Gates – Anyone of Us
Gareth Gates – Unchained Melody
Will Young – Evergreen
Westlife – Amazing
All 4 One – I Swear
Boyzone – No Matter What
Redwan Ali – Would You Be There
Phil Collins – You’ll Be In My Heart
George Michael – Last Christmas
Leon Jackson – When You Believe
Shayne Ward – No Promises
Christine Glass – My Love Will Get You Home
Loong – You’ll Be My Love
Westlife – Uptown Girl
Backstreet Boys – As Long As You Love Me
Lynda Trang Dai – Can’t Let Go
Lynda Trang Dai – I Love You More Than I Can Say
Celine Dion – My Heart Will Go On
Elton John – Can You Feel The Love Tonight
Stevie Wonder – I Just Called To Say I Love You
Stevie B – Because I Love You
 All 4 One – I Can Love You Like That
 Take That – How Deep Is Your Love
 Take That – Rule The World
Danial Bedingfield – If You’re Not the One
 Westlife – Fool Again
Westlife – My Love
George Benson – Nothing’s Gonna Change My Love For You Lyrics

Will Cheung @ WillAndMic.com